The last few posts that were made didn’t show up on Facebook…and I don’t know what went wrong. Hopefully this fixes it.
Anyway, the dread of Christmas hit me today. It’s been creeping in over the last week or so, but it really hit me today. I wish it was already over. Another Christmas without you. That makes two. Is this how it’s going to be forever? Are the holidays just going to feel like something to get over with?
Yes, I am looking forward to PJ opening gifts, but oh, how I wish you could be there to cheer him on. I know you would have over-bought gifts for him this year….being his first Christmas that he really can participate in. I wish you could see him now…he reminds me of you kids so much…when y’all were small.
Damnit, I miss you. Oh how I have prayed for a do-over or a rewind. I wish you would just walk in the door on Christmas and say, just kidding! Oh how happy that would make me.
To have my girl back home.
Why is that so much to ask?
Dancing in the Sky 
Maggie, your sweet daughter is still remembered so warmly. I have thought so often of her showing up with her huge contagious smile at the HOG mtg. It was always such a JOY to see Courtney!!! My heart breaks for you & others in your position. Please know Courtney is still here, she is in my heart too!!! She made a mark that will last!!!! Love you dear friend!!!!!
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Thank you, Carol. Thank means so much to me. I miss you!!!
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